Category: updates
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Resetting the reset
Trigger warning: self harm, suicidal thoughts In case you can’t tell, I have trouble with consistency. Each time I try to do something, I immediately fall back into old habits. Three weeks ago, I had a mental health crash. I started cutting myself. I was planning my death. Last week, I finally spoke to a…
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Project Reset: Day 2
I hadn’t planned on doing a daily post for this, but I guess its one way to hold myself accountable. So here we go… I got up at 7.30, got dressed and went for my walk! I actually did it y’all! It was 1.45 miles, and I loved every second of it. This was an…
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Project Reset: Day 1
I’ve been slipping back into bad habits recently. Eating food I know my body doesn’t like, not moving much, hiding away in my van. Overall, the complete opposite of what I should be doing. So, time to reset my habits and get my ass moving. Hence Project Reset. Today I had planned on getting up…
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Did anyone see my wagon?
So, as you can probably tell from my lack of posts, I fell off the wagon. Not only did I fall off, it then ran me over repeatedly and then caught fire before taking off into the distance. In other words, my mental health took a dive and I just couldn’t focus on anything other…
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Week 2: Food aversion
Food aversion sucks. Like, completely! I was chugging along quite comfortably, and then had a day where I just couldn’t face eating anything. Specifically, the thought of eating meat and/or fats made me soooo nauseous. That first day, I forced myself to eat. I had some bacon, and some corned beef… but that was it.…
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Keto…vore?
I’ve been doing keto for just over a week now, and I’m finding that I just don’t want the carbs… At all. Give me the meats, fats, eggs, salmon and I’m happy. I think other than a few blueberries, and coffee, I haven’t had anything not meat-based in 3-4 days, and I’m feeling good. YouTube…
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Going Keto
I have decided to give the keto diet a try. It’s something I’ve been thinking about for a while, and I’ve read lots of articles and watched a lot of YouTube videos on it. I know everyone and their uncle has an opinion on keto, from how its ‘Amazing! Best thing ever!!!’ to ‘OMG! Thats…
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Gas bottles…
My gas bottle ran out last night. In the middle of cooking dinner. Luckily, I have a backpacking stove so I could finish it off (egg fried rice with extra veg). This is only my second time changing my bottle, and it was almost as much palarva as thr first. When I installed the bottle,…
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MOT day…
Just dropped my van off for its MOT. Its going to be a long, anxious day. My last van failed its MOT massively and ended up going to the scrapheap in the sky. But this time, it’s my full-time home, so if its fucked, I’m fucked. My mechanic is confident it’ll pass, from what he’s…
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Blah… and ouchy
TW: mentions of periods and contraceptives So, my good intentions for February have been stalled. I have a contraceptive coil (Mirena IUD), and I’ve just had it swapped for a new one, which has thrown everything out of whack. For anyone who doesn’t know, a coil is placed inside your uterus and prevents pregnancy for…
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